Don't know why, but it must exist a reason

I’m tired of being all by myself, I want to know the world, I want to be better, I want to be different, I want to make that difference meaningful, I want to go as far as I can, so fast as it could be possible, so great as the world will never see again.

It’s so complicated, so armful, such a powerful feeling. I have such a strong need to be something that I thought I could never achieve, it’s indescribable, it’s unbelievable, I really cannot be this confused person, simply because I’m not that kind of person that doesn’t know who she belongs to, until now.